The Mood of the Second Day After Breaking up
     Now I find that I am so helpless, so I had to write my sufferings on the diary. In fact, I am not worth for myself. I have done a lot, but why I failed? Thinking of my meticulous care towards her. I dote on her, protect her,love her and care about her… At last, I get nothing. However, what can I do? I am really missing her. I read all the letters what she wrote to me last night,which made my tears flowing all night. Early this morning my eyes were still turgescent. I swear that this is the last time that I cry. I will become manly from now on. Nevertheless, I am still missing her. I wonder how she is and if she is missing me at the moment. Looking at those letters, I can’t believe that yesterday she call me for breaking up with me. We encountered in a Autumn. Will we have to separate in another Autumn? I am so unwilling when recalling the past. I hope that is a dream of mine. When I wake up, everyrhing is the same with before, and she still accompany with me. I am an emotive man, so I do everything according to my own feelings. Once we both had a dream--- we hoped we could be together happily forever. But now if she really wants to part from me, what aim should I have? If she didn’tt appear before, perhaps, I am striving after my previous dream. But now her appearance has made me find a new aim. Why does she want to leave? I don’t know if I can poll myself together. At least, I know that I have lost myself. Now I haven’t got any engergy all day. I planned to do some remediation in vacation, but how do I have such temper? Why do you leave me just when I am ready to strive? Yesterday I asked her that if we can restore the relation like before again. Her answer made my heart broken completely. She said we couldn’t talk about the things after that moment. If it were beforetime, she would have told me that we could be together hence on. This answer explain that she had not believed in our being together from then on, not to mention foreverness…

The Mood of the Second Day After Broking up
     Now I find that I am so helpless, so I had to write my sufferings on the diary. In fact, I am not worth for myself. I have done a lot, but why I failed? Thinking of my meticulous care towards her. I dote on her, protect her,love her and care about her… At last, I get nothing. However, what can I do? I am really missing her. I read all the letters what she wrote to me last night,which made my tears flowing all night. Early this morning my eyes were still turgescent. I swear that this is the last time that I cry. I will become manly from now on. Nevertheless, I am still missing her. I wonder how she is and if she is missing me at the moment. Looking at those letters, I can’t believe that yesterday she call me for breaking up with me. We encountered in a Autumn. Will we have to separate in another Autumn? I am so unwilling when recalling the past. I hope that is a dream of mine. When I wake up, everyrhing is the same with before, and she still accompany with me. I am an emotive man, so I do everything according to my own feelings. Once we both had a dream--- we hoped we could be together happily forever. But now if she really wants to part from me, what aim should I have? If she didn’tt appear before, perhaps, I am striving after my previous dream. But now her appearance has made me find a new aim. Why does she want to leave? I don’t know if I can poll myself together. At least, I know that I have lost myself. Now I haven’t got any engergy all day. I planned to do some remediation in vacation, but how do I have such temper? Why do you leave me just when I am ready to strive? Yesterday I asked her that if we can restore the relation like before again. Her answer made my heart broken completely. She said we couldn’t talk about the things after that moment. If it were beforetime, she would have told me that we could be together hence on. This answer explain that she had not believed in our being together from then on, not to mention foreverness…

(Translation/Meng Xiaoli )

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